i wan't to come out to my father but im too scared to he's a big man tougher than ill ever be no matter how hard i try i become lost in the fog, im afraid to explain because im afraid of losing him i want him behind me, how can i tell him this?? no matter what, i think he loves me even as i meet coldness from my former friends i think he's there for me after the fact do i want him to find out im gay? maybe not as i rot and i feel the fear beckoning and i jump away in fright im too scared my father is a man and so am i but even as i write him i keep the secret thst is making my family say no! don't tell him but i must musn't i???
Reason for writing:
my father is incarcerated at this time. he has been in jail
since i was nine.
Birth sign: Aries
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