Always, And Forever Alone. . .

by Erica Hughes - Libra

I've learned not to cry anymore,
I've accepted my fate,
although at times I contemplate,
my purpose,
-- because there is none.
I am always and forever lonely.
Always with no one to love me.
I've learned not to cry anymore,
because I've accepted my fate,
I cannot wait,
I've given up hope,
-- at the end of my rope,
I could gag and choke
off of my one-side conversations
with the woman in the mirror,
maybe people fear her.

So I've accepted my fate,
I contemplate,
suicide,
life is a lonely ride
I can't abide,
by the heart,
I could depart,
there is no chance to make a start,
because,

I am always and forever lonely,
love has scorned and disowned me,

Don't know what I did to it, So I. . .

I've accepted my fate, I cannot wait,
I contemplate,
a drastic escape,
"look at me!
I'm flying!"

Always and forever alone.
Always and forever unloved.
Can't wait until I'm gone,
will somebody miss me?
When was the last time 
someone kissed me?
Or maybe a hug?
I am always,
and forever,
Unloved. . .

Reason for writing:

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Birth sign: Libra
Date created: 2000-12-06 23:40:43
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:08
Poem ID: 58847

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