I Make Myself Sick

by DaBug - Leo

feelin low and i reminiss
bout how i wasted my life being pissed
being scared never dared to love or live life
cause its a constant struggle out here
makes me wanna shout, so i fight back with my pen
hope life dont end up in a state pen
give me a conscience to decide whats right and whats wrong
just gotta hold on, be brave
but sometimes i dont wanna stay
on earth wasnt blessed with birth
and i get cold so cold
i left life and i never tried 
i didnt even cry, till now

Reason for writing:

    just wondering why i never made it and wheather that was the result of how i lived life, what my attitude on life was.    

Birth sign: Leo
Date created: 2000-12-07 10:49:49
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:09
Poem ID: 58856

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