he treats me callously, but i don't care i seem like im making excuses for him i hear him talk about others when im with him but what can i do?? a person in love will not be rational i don't even take it national maybe he's out of my league, ill never know but i can't help it, i love him even if it were only for a few days, they would be heaven even as i feel like a lovestruck loser even as i know it will never happen i just roll with it i try to make him laugh, it usually doesn't work he's free, but im not handcuffed by fear, shyness and the unknown but i can't help it im lowering my gauntlet for him my defenses i removed for him and he walks by me and i will cry later when im home at night i have bad dreams and i wake up sweating and horny but as not to be corny i can't be any more honest ilove him for who he is never mind looks he could have been a car bomber but i don't control how i feel. i can't help it i love him
Reason for writing:
i feel like im being a bit mawkish, but all of the above is true
Birth sign: Aries
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