my belongings forgotten, my friends saying goodbye watching the spark in my eyes sputter and die. lost in the shuffle as i look into the black water murkiness glaring me in the eye i'm crying openly now, tears streaming down my face as i feel myself suddenly begin to think bout the good times we had, why throw those away for a chance to end a horrible day im crying like a baby, no longer silent thinking that i have become violent since i eluded death it has tempeted me but i stand here, thinking the words locking into my brain but the choice made, i look around and roam leave the bridge, turn around and go home.
Reason for writing:
suicide is out of my mind, believe it or not
i don't want to kill myself anymore...at all
Birth sign: Aries
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