MY FUCKED UP LIFE

by Samantha Lowe - Scorpio

Maybe it is time to give up
Throw up my arms
Say I don’t care
Cause I don’t

Been running in circles
Trying to impress everybody
I was everything you wanted
Everything you said you needed
Well I’ve fucked up

All you assholes are blind
Disillusioned by fake smiles and people only acting
And I was an idiot for going along with it
Pretending I was someone I was not
Little miss innocent
Little miss perfect
Well I’m not

Screw you if you want to put me on a pedestal
Make me an idol for all those that are younger
You’ll be showing off someone fake
A Barbie doll
That’s all I was
And all I don’t want to be

I’ve been holding it all in
All the rage
All the hurt
All the pain
Now it’s time

Maybe I should go jump off of a fucking cliff
Then you’ll all see the real me
And what is going through my mind.
Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2000-12-08 15:41:09
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:09
Poem ID: 58873

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