I Thought You Were Different

by orange_4_m - Sagittarius

You treat me like crap,
You treat me just like all the others
and its a shame because
I thought you were different.
I trusted you with my heart
and you tampered with it
While I wasn't looking.
While I was blinded by you
and numbed by you
'Cause I couldn't feel a thing.

Then you blamed me
For not loving you back
When it was me
Who loved you too much
and I had to back away before
I hurt myself worse than you already had.

You're a pathetic excuse for a man.
I thought you were my forever.
But I was just fed off cheap "I love you"'s
and empty phone calls that you made
just because "you wanted to hear my voice."
But I had hung up in my mind.

I told myself I wouldn't give in to you
but I did.
'Cause I truly thought you were different
and if you weren't,
Then you could change.
But you never did.

You burned an empty hole
inside of my heart
That once, I thought would kill me
but realized,
It was my weapon to kill you.
Birth sign: Sagittarius
Date created: 2000-12-09 21:46:17
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:09
Poem ID: 58888

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