Dear Friend

by Samantha Lowe - Scorpio

I wish I could tell you how important you really are to me
I wish I could admit that you’re important
But most of all I wish I could repay you for all you’ve done
This is the time that I’m needing you the most
The time I need you by my side
And promising that you’ll always be there

I need you here
To talk me through the long nights on the phone
Listening to my parents scream at eachother
Ready to rip off their own heads
To walk with me in the lightening storms
Trying to urge me back inside
Prevent me from going off on myself
To convince me that I’m needed
Loved and cared for
Make me see that my life has meaning
To take me by the hand and show me what it means to love
What it means to trust someone
And to show that you care
To take the knife out of my hand
And say that things will get better
That you’re by my side

Only then can I see 
That I really do have someone in my life
Willing to sacrifice everything just to keep me straight
Make sure that I don’t fall
I don’t want to lose it
I don’t want to go off the edge
But I’m so tempted
Please take me by the hand
Tell me who I am. 

Reason for writing:

    I'm finally telling people what happened to me a week ago, and each time I do, they tell me that if I need them, that they'll be there. And I'm hoping to God that they keep their promises because I need the strength to go through this.    

Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2000-12-10 15:41:01
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:10
Poem ID: 58907

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