to all those that i've held dear i've lied to you i've lived in fear to all those who said they cared i thank you but share my thoughts with you? i didn't dare to all those who have said how much i've meant to them i've lived the best i could i tried to be who you wanted, i wanted to be your gem to all those who tried to make me see how much impact i've made, how much good advice i gave i hope you see who i will never ever be i lied and said i was happy when in reality, i would cry myself to sleep please, now i can't get too sappy i lied and smiled my way through the tears i was the regular, normal teenage girl on the outside but inside, everything showed, every single one of my fears i lied and hid away the hurt showed i was proud, satisfied, and undefeated i gossiped, i goofed around, i could even flirt i lied and made myself dependent to hide away the depression feeding on my brain if i knew what would happen, i would have stayed independent i wish i could be there for your graduation you'll look so great guys be sure to give my family an invitation i wish i could be there when you get your license don't stress out to much don't hit any cones if that makes sense i wish i could be there for your wedding when you find your perfect spouse just make sure someones there to calm your fretting i wish i could hold you on my funeral day and tell you, i'll always love youBirth sign: Scorpio
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