i want to die

by darbyann - Aquarius

i want to die
i keep telling myself that
i'll get used to the yelling
but you dont get used to the 
critism
you dont get use to 
someone telling you 
that your stupid
and dont understand 
anything at all
you judt cant stop crying
when somebody tells you
that someday they'll 
just give up on you
when deep inside you know 
that they already did
i want to tell you how
i fell but i am more
afraid to hurt you 
when the truth is 
you're causing the pain inside 
everyday i wish for my
life to become better
but all it does 
it becomes worst
i want to end this
hurt and pain  inside
and the answer 
i have is    
death not life
why should i go on in a 
life i wish not to live?
Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2000-12-14 14:40:18
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:11
Poem ID: 58999

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