dwindling on thoughts of past and present i'm lost i'm hurt i'm so messed up i don't want to be here any longer but i have to go on have to face what it is that has been holding me back can't go over the edge just yet can't tell anyone too scared to face what i have to face i was raped and i gave up fighting he was too strong so i gave up just laid there to him it seemed i wanted it i stopped saying stop i stopped saying no just laid there motionless as he did what he sought out to do i'm so lost so confused was it rape when i didnt want to do it but gave up what do i say to him what do i say to my parents what is going on i don't know whats happening all i know is i'm too scared to go on too scared to fight too scared to talk to anyone i want to give upBirth sign: Scorpio
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