The constant struggle, feels like your held under.
Pressure is running, heart is pacing. The walls are glowing with my ever fluorescent fears, if only God could help me, than maybe, maybe I would...
Lord, oh Lord! I want the pieces back! Lord, oh Lord! I wish for all the laughter. Lord, my Lord! I wish and pray for the day...I cannot keep being haunted always like this.
Always myself, always myself, always myself, always myself! Why? Why can't I find? Discover a clue? Build a faithful soul from scratch? If only life could be really simple!
Lord, oh Lord! I want the pieces back in place! Lord, oh my Lord! I wish and I pray! Little boy, little smiles, little tears, little fears...now grown up and discovering what makes me tick inside...help me out. Please. Help me out! Please God...I call out to you, and I bow down to you! I can almost taste the sweat as it is released! God I call to you, Lord I scream for you! I want the pieces back into my life. To discover what I am to be. To find out finally...am I guilty?
Lord. Oh, Lord. Inspired by your trusting word. Lord, my Lord. Opening my heart to let you inside. Please strip clean the sinful walls and reconctruct a Christ filled life! Tear down the walls of hate, I want to appreciate...
YOU.
Oh, Lord.
Reason for writing:
Basically I want my OLD childhood life back, but ofcourse everybody gets the chance to grow up and mature. I just wish away my anxiety and the fear just flung out of me as I wrote that. It may not be much, but I really felt it. Thank you very much for reading!
Birth sign: Aquarius
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