sick of waiting

by Antwan Fields - Aries

im so tired, tired of waiting, tired of waiting for you to
be with me, alas ill be fine until ten mintues later when i
get so lonely i scream and scream silently, my mask turned around to shield my face from the onlookers who ask me "are you crying?? there are tears running down your face"
and i brave the damage done to my self-esteem, but this is not star trek, i am not captain kirk, and i am falling into my soup and the damage gangs up on me
split-screen anger. first girls and then boys and then it occurs to me that i am alone for a reason, and i scream that
to the skies, but no one listens
i fell in love and my heart shattered, but we're still friends that talk a lot
and my eyes have seen a lot, but there is a long silence,and
i find that in the solitude that im sick of waiting and that by the time i find my soulmate ill probably be dying
and that would be the break

Reason for writing:

    ill snap out of it...boyfriend troubles    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-12-19 12:49:01
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:12
Poem ID: 59069

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