youre here, im not

by Antwan Fields - Aries

four, three, two , one 
let me start by running for the gun
im looking around for my pals and i don't see them
and the comments they make are sending me out on a whim
im tired from all the fighting, im fired up though by destruction and bashers being rejected
i see my life and the future that is projected
insanity level high, pawn shops closing fast 
got into a bar fight and ended up on my ass.
all i could taste was a moment that made me look in your eyes 
a corpse lying in a shallow grave surrounded by rats and flies
i don't want the world to see me, cause i don't think that they'd understand
when everything seems to be broken, i play with the percussion band
in not like lukas, i don't smoke all pot
but you can taste my sadness, cause you're here and im not.

Reason for writing:

    a seperation not of either doing    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-12-19 13:08:39
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:12
Poem ID: 59071

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