Freedom...I think it's what I need-but yet i'm not quite sure. I don't want these feelings of hurt and guilt and what we had is becoming a blur. Since you've been gone so much has happened, something was stirred inside. I've had some feelings with different people, and once again I'm starting to come alive. But yet I can't forget what we shared and my feelings for you are still there. You know you'll always have a place in my heart and I will always care. But I can't deny what's happened with me since you've been away. And right now so many hearts are on the line, I don't know what to choose, what to say. I feel so bad for the feelings that will be hurt and the hearts that will break. I wish I could stop those painful feelings...and the heart aches. I hope in the end they will see-this is not how I meant it to be,That all I really wanted was just to be free...Birth sign: Scorpio
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