What If What if the past wasn't mine could I turn the hands of time? be the girl I could never be The one who could stand up for me To stop the pain, before it would start To protect myself from a torn heart. The day he walked in, instead I walked out Knowing my life was mine without a doubt. But I didn't cry out, as I recall I closed my eyes and wished it away is all. I pretended I couldn't feel his touch The thing that I feared so much I often wondered at that time, why? Why coudlnt I just curl up and die. Today I've grown more than I show Why live my childhood now, some will never know Still I can't stop the tears when they fall I cant stop the sounds of his steps in the hall. I cant forget th dread I felt Or the regret for the way I delt by sheila
Reason for writing:
same as my other one.. just being molested.. but i wish i could send a message to everyone whos been molested, that even if u have, u will always have these questions in your heart but you can move on.. and you are not the ones to blame!!! NO matter what you think.. I know cause I feel like I am to blame a lot too.. but its not true.. peace and love to all..
Birth sign: Leo
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