What i would give to have my heart whole again a fresh start but with the experience no scars no holes no cold black spots whole again I would give my possesions my body my last breathe to see him one last time hair tucked back in that hat i hate so much turning the corner of the pier wall my heart would be whole again This time i would not hesitate not for a second i would run faster just to see him enter the building just to be swallowed by the crowd at least i would see him my heart would be whole. He needs to know how i feel i have to find him so my heart can be whole Here he comes love flows through my body, warm something i haven't felt in what seems forever the hole is being filled. He sees me smiles his crooked smile and runs toward me the words boil inside me they burst out so fast they seem to fly past him lost forever but he caught them and i'm left with an awwed look replacing his crooked smile looking down at my worn shoes the hole is getting bigger He lets my mind wander "He doesn't love me" "He found someone better" "I ruined it, he will never love me" The hole will never be filled My heart will never be whole again. I feel his promising hands under my chin and lifts my head i see his starburst eyes and begin to feel better more confident in my words the hole is shrinking I recieve the passionate kiss i have waited and longed for all his love is in this kiss he never did well with words i wish it wouldn't end but as everything it does he looks in my eyes down to my heart to see if he mended the hole he caused with his absence it is full with love and the feeling of being needed I got my christmas wish.
Reason for writing:
just what i want for christmas, but what you dont believe in doesn't exist so i will always have a hole, a scar and cold black spot.
Birth sign: Scorpio
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