manifest into one

by kylee - Pisces

share the same 
first name
as rose nielend
but you're some diluted form of nihilistic
need so simplistic
just a lying stare
never care
you never did
though you pray for my well being
without ever seeing
you're the answer 
to the prayer
becoming a part of your last few years
your death...my fears
all manifest into one
need no significant other
so why do i even bother?
fuck everything
letting all ambition 
drip from my veins
onto your white sheets
pure as thoughts of you
thoughts that you partially knew
but cast away
won't deal with me today
to much to jeopardize
maybe if we had more lives
you could take the risk
but all there is…is this
so i know i'm not worth the risk
just some fucking kid
who said he loved you
and really did
understandably  all you can see
the chance of me 
fucking up your perfect life
11-25-00
Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2000-12-23 01:53:30
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:14
Poem ID: 59148

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