just negotiating responsibility with fantasy can't concentrate on the books while trying to decipher your ever evolving looks at me difficult to filter through fantasy and realality what you really want with me hard to see fux up my filtering of realality but i passed up all chances to see walked down the alley with you to gaze upon the living statue should have tested my boundaries with you beyond flirting should have tried one kiss would have surprised you hopefully excited you to see what to make of this even if you would have shot me down the look on your face would have been worth the what ever the risk just knowing that we knew that i went there with you it would have been risking: 1. sexual harassment charges 2. possible expulsion 3. unwanted popularity seriously doubt you would persecute me we would know and of course you would tell mrs. Godfree just consensual secrecy that would have been all my own fucking stupidity for passing up the opportunity in the alley now everything is the same as before the way we knew it just student teacher bullshit no opportunities to test my theories in the class room where it begins constricted by inhibitions in new orleans i'll never have that chance again to know what could have been 11-27-00Birth sign: Pisces
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