Help me, I just committed a horrible sin. I lost my virginity, at a holiday inn. one thing led, to the other. Before I knew it, We were both under the covers. holding each other, like sister and brother. or not, if you know what i mean. it began to seem, somewhere inbetween a dream. how could this happen to me. I was only fourteen. To everyone else we were just friends, but we were secretly lovers. holding each other, their for one another. we kept our love, on the down low, But our love, Began to grow. It was something, we just couldn't show. we saw other people even though, we were together on the down low. Down low where nobody could know. it seems like long ago, even though it was only a year ago. It all started out with a harmless kiss. or at least, thats how i begin to remanice I remember it, like it was yesturday. It started out, like any other day. But by the end of the day. we began to play a different way. Her lips pressed up, against mine, I wished that this moment, could last for all time. My hand slid down, to her behind. I tried to show her, that i'm the best. better then, all the rest. As i moved up, to her chest. Next my fingers Slowly began to move down. With an ease. With my fingers, She began to be pleased. My tounge kept slippin, lower and lower. I was gonna do this right, and i was gonna show her. Begginers luck, Hey maybe. But i was gonna go, until i heared her plee. Her bare chest laid against mine As our hearts beated rapidly together. Together at the same time, Thats a moment I'll remember forever. Together as one. All in the same. This was real. It was no longer a game. Afterwards we laid, Next to each other. Talking to one, another. Trying to find out, what we just did. Telling what we felt, what we hid. She fell asleep. Laying next to me. Everything seemed, so perfect so complete. I went through with it. I was in a rush. I wasn't even in love then, I had only a crush. But thats the way, it was gonna be. Or at least, Thats how it happened to me. Thats my story, there isn't anymore. I lost my virginity, on a hotel floor. Is that were it ends, well i can't say. Thats a story i'll save, for another day.
Reason for writing:
To finally open up what happened on that night. The reason its called "My Sin" is because my girlfriend at the time did not know. it was a mistake, but temptation got the best of me. so instead of sharing that moment with a loved one. i shared it with someone i really didn't know all that well
Birth sign: Scorpio
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