I'm losing touch with reality. I'm losing my idenity. Was it really me? That question is one that has to be. I'm searching to find the answers too. But where do I find them at. Are they with you? The answer to that. I'm lost and confused, with no one to help me. I'm suffering here, can't you see? I can't tell you, no words do I speak. For your understand, I do seek. My mind is still active in parts. I still feel things in my heart. I can see what you do. I just can't speak to you. I open my mouth but the words won't come. I have lost them, and don't know where to retrieve them from. I try to move my body. But nothing will follow me. I'm uncomfortable like this. and all feelings I miss. My love ones come to see me. I yell I want to be free. Nothing comes out of my mouth and still I have no release. But I wish still. For someone to help me please. To at least take the time to say hi. I can still hear you. I just can't speak back. and I don't know what to do. Please don't ignore me. Like I'm not the room, like I'm away. I know you think your not hurting me. But I know and can hear what you say. I know you think I'm not with you all the way. but please think and stop. Before letting out them hurtful words you say. You say I can't hear you. But if you look close you can see. That I blink my eyes like you tell me too. This is really killing me. I see you standing there. Your looking straight through me. As if I'm not really there. Your face I can see. The pain in my heart gets heavier each day. As the visits start to slow. And you no longer want to stay. You're forgeting me I know. Taking up where life is supposed to go. Do you ever think of me? If so then let it show. Please I just want to read. It is the simpliest things I miss the most. But I hope you know. The love of my friends and family helps me to go I'm fighting from darkness. Hoping to find light. I finally find the words. and say them but everyone is out of sight. I say I love you mom and dad. I'm sorry I've made you so sad. I want to come back to you. and I'm trying hard too. But not a loving face do I see. For everyone has left me.
Reason for writing:
I wrote this for a person in a hospital that was in a coma, this is how i think she felt.
Birth sign: Sagittarius
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