I can't believe I'm saying goodbye Leaving today Will be gone by tomorrow I can't take back what I said yesterday Nor erase the lies I spread I said I was ok Everything was all right Too bad you believed me Now I'm fighting back the tears Bout ready to jump on the train Say hello to gone for good I should have told you I loved you Should have opened up my heart when I had the chance Instead I hid like a naive child Too scared to do anything But give you up I should have said all that I was holding back Should have jumped at the chance to show how important you are Instead I backed away Let you go your seperate way I felt as though I had fought I would have laid down and died for you Terror weakens most I never thought I was in the majority Now I'm looking to the horizon So much of life I haven't seen Too young to say goodbye But not needing to go on These tears aren't shed for no reason Then again, I don't feel you are the reason You did everything you could to save me You gave up so much I pushed you away I'm so sorry for ever hurting you How did you ever get caught in the middle of things? You deserved much more than what I had to give In the end, I said my goodbye And now I'm saying it again But now things are different You will never be seeing me again.Birth sign: Scorpio
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