All That Was

by phenomenal woman - Leo

I accepted you, all of you.
so, come here and tell me another one of your stories.
how  starting with the one that begins with,
"you'll always be my friend". 
and that you would die if I never spoke to you again.
Was our friendship a lie?
Was it just something that happened?
Why!!!, ain't I good enough for you?
Do I live up to your expectations of a woman.
How could you leave me and never say goodbye.
you promised you'll never leave that way.
After all that was said and done, I have a story 
to tell of my own.
I believed in you when no one eles did, 
I made you feel like you were somebody, 
gave you hope for a new day.
But I thought to myself,why did i waist my time
falling in love with such a loser, who couldn't face 
me, or tell me what he all ways promised he would do.
I just wanted to here a two simple words come out 
of his mouth.
but all is lost in this land of makebelieve that 
you brought upon me.
And thats where all my hopes and dreams I gave
you will always stay.
Never again will I paint
a pretty picture of a sweet life for you again.

Reason for writing:

    The reason I wrote this poem, is b/c I had a friend whom i was falling deeply in love with, i told him my deepest secrets, gave him my soul painted a good life and a decent road for him to travel.. he said you would never leave without saying goodbye, b/c he cared to much about me, and i was the only one he could trust.. but i guess my trust wasnt good enough, b/c oneday he just quite calling quit comming around,till this day I have no idea why.    

Birth sign: Leo
Date created: 2000-12-29 22:46:07
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:16
Poem ID: 59286

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