What do you expect me to do? I never asked to be born this way So, you mean to tell me the rest of my life I have to pay! You can"t tell me to remain calm I'm bout to explode like a bomb Who else is to blame, the way I came from my mom? How can I gain When I've got nothin to lose? How do I begin to explain, my pain, try to walk in my shoes It's concidered,withered energy Trying to make others see How it is to be me I'm trapped and whipped like a slave And shall only my grave,sets me free To live life happy, and normal God didn't give me that possession So I oppose, he chose to give me lifes stress and depression Having me doing some dirt, I'll have to dish out at confession Take a chance to love myself He didnt give me that choice The way i live I have to suffer Hear the agony in my voice My cries out for help, are waisted tears Which means there's no escape from my collected fears There's s diverse person on the inside Underneath the me that I hide Which is who I wanna be Not the one I stand aside Can't you see my life is living hell Can't you see from what I tell My whole life is misery But you tell me, "Oh Well" I had no choice to be here But it's my choice if I go out Don't wanna see you shed a tear Over someone you knew nothing about This aint a threat of suicide You can bet I've already tried This is expressions of tears from every time that i cried I feel as if I am worthless Can't pull out my inner surface Now you wonder why i pout Thinking bout what is my purposeBirth sign: Scorpio
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