For so long you were my sun-rising me in the morning and setting me at night, but I fear my sun has faded, and our future is not as bright. I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore, your glow is leaving me for good. And I lost so much in what we had, but yet if I could do it again, I would. But now there's too much too handle-too much for even me For both of us to get hurt so badly, it shouldn't have to be. I can't tell you in words how much I regret giving you pain but, if we keep going with storms in the way I fear there isn't much to gain. You no longer keep me warm with just your light. And with so much missing should we even put up such a fight? I'm not trying to turn my back on you, while you shine on me still, but with everything happening.....I think I've lost my will. I know I never deserved you, you were always too good to be...and everything you saw in me was just too good to believe... I'm not sure what will happen, since I've turned away from "that one", but all i know is, its been a rainy day since I've turned my back on the sun.....
Reason for writing:
I don't know really how to describe things....I can't.....but i know this is the last thing i've written under the name Elaine Simon
Birth sign: Scorpio
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