Why am I sad? I hope I didn’t make a, promise I couldn’t keep, should have thought before I speak, I haven’t slept in like a long time, and look at me, I am getting tears all over this paper, dam, look at me crying, I don’t feel good, I MISS YOU, how do I know I’ll ever, see you, that’s why I’m crying, and scared, my dreams seem impossible, I wish you, were here, I wish u were near, I wish I could be there, I feel sick, what if I don’t live up to my promise?, I wont be happy, I am really tired, I can’t sleep, every thing seems bad, I cant even make u happy, I cant be there, I can’t be your “one”, DO YOU KNOW WHAT THATS DONE??, this is sad, so so sad, But I’m Glad, your still happy with, me, I don’t know how, yep, that’s my fear, I can’t even stop crying, and denying, that, your my obsession, there’s tears, every where, sad, depressed ones, that make you , wanna get a gun, and run, but I can’t, this is the f******* meaning of lonely, you don’t owe me, please show me, no one understands me, If I even, fall asleep, I’ll meet you in my dreams, but when I wake up, nothing can make up, for the pain I feel, this emptiness, sadness, and love is real, your missing from my life, I can’t deal with that, I just don’t know how to act, my head is aching, from this pain, My heart is shattered, from all these lonely thoughts, and just nothing, cause that’s how I feel, hopeless, helpless, I feel I am nothing, a liar, set this room on fire, maybe, that’s what you said, “ I don’t care if your poor”, “And had to work at the f****** store”, “I still love you”, and that made me happy, but were are you now?, its not your fault, this is to sad to finish, cause tomorrow, I gotta face the world, and knowing that your not, there.
Reason for writing:
My girl Friend Moved far a way (700 miles) i havent seen her in 9 months
and 3 weeks. I really miss her. I promised her i would come and see her in the summer.
I was sad because what if i can't come and see her. What if i fail. I would be letting her down and breaking a promise.
Very sad.
Birth sign: Aries
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