Thinking That..

by Tracey - Aries

Thinking That..
I met you when I was young
thinking that my life has just begun
I took your hand
thinking that it was only a one night stand
When we were together we made a flame
thinking that neither was to blame
On and off we were apart
thinking that we could make a fresh start
So many times we were together
thinking that it would last forever
I gave my heart and soul to you only
thinking that I'd never be lonely
You took more from me through all the years 
thinking that it was only tears
You hurt me more than words can say
thinking that it would go away
I always tried to be there for you through thick and thin
thinking that there was something within
So many nights I'd lay and cry
thinking that you'd give it a try
Yes, I'll always love you for what we had
thinking that it'd never go bad
Yes, together we had a child
thinking that it'd bring us together mile after mile
But since "that day" we've grown away
thinking that neither of us could stay
So in the end I've learned to run
REALIZING that NOW my life's begun!!

Reason for writing:

    My ex-boyfriend was very abusive because of his drinking
problem.  I met him when I was 15.  We were together for 8
years, with the last 5 being abusive.  This is the poem I 
wrote in December of 1994 after he physically abused me for 
the last time. (I finally left him!!)GIRL POWER-those in 
abusive relationships find it please before it's too late!
    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-01-06 22:26:34
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:19
Poem ID: 59447

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