Reasons

by E. Alonzo - Sagittarius

Reason
The sense of understanding hovers at the end
 Of a twirling tunnel
Motionless in the brightest of light 
While my vision tumbles
And my spirit becomes dizzy
In all the commotion.
Understanding seems to be the forgotten trend
The one we all dreamt about
While sleepless in bed late at night
Drifting back to a time more humble,
Attentive, confident, and busy
In finding the art of the emotion.
The more I find it so, the simplicity
And straight arrow it is,
The more I blast the complexity of form
It takes to focus and aim.
This wild fire of feeling
Should not be so responsibility driven.
Understanding seems the desired pleasure
That makes us reflect back
On why we should have regret,
On why we're forced to see naïve as kind,
And experience as hard
And on why we still think it as pleasure….
In case you don't know-or don't understand,
I speak of love- the feeling 
That can bring you to disbelieve
Once you see the light,
Once you find what it's all about.
Disbelief shines because it can't be that simple
It just can't be a love like…. 
Like friendship
Which spawned and evolved 
Off this link we have yet found
Yet find reason
To think it existed at all.
It's the strange behavior of love, 
A behavior which splits like religion
With faithful followers, blaspheming souls
And agnostics who are content enough not to worry
Whether they have it right or not.
It's the God-sent reasoning
Which we were birthed to not know
For Reason was wrong
In our God-sent text, right?
Love defines us in this world with humane powers
That still balances our animal instincts for prey
Tearing into the body of another
In every dimension of matter
Then walking on twos, away with purpose.
Love takes us on that roller coaster ride
Where the drops are long
And gut wrenching,
Yet we climb back when we are forced off too soon.
I know what love is all about.
I really, really know love.
I fight for it to exist, only to dethrone it
I welcome it with open arms
Sometimes to strangle it into mercy
I spend countless hours of my time
Staring down that tunnel, 
Staring straight into the light
Because I understand love,
And I know love will always make me dizzy
In more ways than one….

EAA2000 

Reason for writing:

    People spend too much time trying to define love, when really it is so damn simple to identify. The problem is when people forget the effort it takes to maintain that simplicity...    

Birth sign: Sagittarius
Date created: 2001-01-06 22:47:51
Last updated: 2021-04-14 17:18:12
Poem ID: 59451

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