I AM HERE, AND I WILL STAY

by La Cuba - Aquarius

I left home at 12
to find a place to live
to go someplace i wouldn't get beat
to get away from him

I went out in the streets
until i met a man
he wore nice clothes and was sweet to me
and held me by the hand

he took me in
and saved me
or so i thought
until he bought me a new look
that made it look like he was my pimp

i wouldn't stand on the corner
or get down on my knees
so i got a beating
and i knew i'd have to leave

at 13 i walked the streets
and slept next to a dumpster
i had no food or money
so i went to look for my mother

at 14 i moved in with her
and thought that things were great
until she brought more drugs in
and i knew it was to late

once i got hooked
i would never be the same
bad choices and failures
i couldn't escape this game

so i went to a church 
where i got some help
i take care of myself now
and even pay the bills

sure i get some help 
from time to time
and then

i know it was good i left
because i'm a better adult
than i otherwise would have been

Reason for writing:

    yes, i'm 17, but that's just me. too grown for my own good.    

Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2001-01-09 00:07:24
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:20
Poem ID: 59489

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