i cannot take this anymore is the first line in one of my favorite songs, and i gravitate toward the black hole sun that is pulling at me hard and fast, into the void that is my planet, for thats what this is: my planet. am i sick?? am i blue?? do i get to spend more time with you?? and i'm sick and twisted like metal 3, and i trust that you won't trick and give away my secrets like you were in the pentagon and i am talking too much, and my mouth is running and nothing good is coming out, and my shyness is all over me like a blanket and im trying to connect but there is none at all, why do i try, im hanging my head,im drowning my fear but you all are not disappearing, and im sucked in and as you walk away from me shaking your head and thinking i am insane i watch and mutter "i was so close..."
Reason for writing:
people i like who think i am crazy
Birth sign: Aries
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