A while back, I told you that I wanted nothing, but I desperately lied... I want you more than anything, Perhaps you'll never know that only because I'm too ashamed to tell, I love you so much that I throw pennies in a wishing well, hoping that someday you'll come back, when the time is right and you have changed, still here I fight. Still to this day I believe I didn't do anything wrong, You cheated and I couldn't be where I felt I didn't belong, That alone hurt me so tremendously that words couldn't describe the pain, But I sadly assume that with my loss you have her to gain, And I can't handle that! Her by your side instead of me, OH MY GOD, IT HURTS ME SO, as I sit here in fucking agony! I wish you'd "walk a mile in my shoes," to see what this single mother goes through trying not to lose, To do it all alone without the help from you, It's hard, it really is, but you care only about your-self and that you know is true, You and I have a beautiful son that you never come to see, God only knows, even though I sit and ponder "why" silently.... (In my head I hear this play Cause I too, want things my way.........) "Come back please, not for my benefit, but for the child we made, what can I possible do? How can I persuade?"
Reason for writing:
The influence is my unpredictable sadness!
Birth sign: Virgo
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