Withdrawn

by Christy Craig - Libra

WITHDRAWN

Withdrawn is what I am, looking out a window without a care.
Seemingly paying attention to things I dont believe
An emptiness in me that can only bleed
For no answers I have for these questions

Withdrawn is what I am, wondering where life will take me.
Having some fears of what will happen to me.
These Lonely feelings inside of me.
Will it go away or grow like a disease?

Withdrawn is what I am, questions is all that I ask.
When will this life end or when will it began
Why do I have these scary thoughts?
It's utter death inside myself.

Withdrawn is what I am, like a sickness going down.
A disease within me can't you see?
Should I die and end these crazy pains,
Or carry on with this worthless life?

Withdrawn is what I am, not this happy person you see.
I am like a shell keeping you out.
Never really knowing who I am.
But come a little closer and see this hurt inside of me.



Reason for writing:

    Well I was sitting in a restaurant and I noticed that I withdraw myself from many things.  Such as my life, relationship, and family.  Its just the way I feel deep inside.    

Birth sign: Libra
Date created: 2001-01-18 09:39:01
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:23
Poem ID: 59663

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