How do I begin to say, Everything I feel each day. Time has made me insecure and weak, Dreading you to touch another’s cheek. I want to love you with all trust, Knowing that this is a must. Not being able to let go of the past, Feeling as though I was put last. So easily you moved on without regret, Not knowing pain would soon be set. Disguising a lie to prevent pain, But once discovered brought no gain. I try so hard to forget, Seeing you with much regret. Feelings of confusion expressed each passing day, Hoping you can understand them in some twisted way. I know you despise me when I cry, For I sit scared of once again another lie. At times I begin to think inside, Should it be you in whom I confide? Not sure to stay by your side, To let go I have tried. Something keeps me holding on to you, Hoping. praying you will stay true. There is so much doubt in my heart, Scared soon you may want to part. Constant chains of breakups and make-ups which greatly annoy, Thinking I consider you as my little toy. I do this not to hurt or make you feel bad, For I have no other way to stop feeling sad. I want you to show and prove that you care, Please Baby reassure me you’ll always be there! Never again to deceive, There is nothing good you will achieve. My love will leave with no restrain, Leaving you with guilt of caused pain. I know I am not one to talk babe for so many times I have done wrong, You stay mad. Hmmm. not that long. All I need is love and affection, And most importantly promise of future correction. I’ll continue to love you with everything I’ve got, Baby please once again, don’t be caught! Time will pass in hopes of change, Never to act as I have, so strange. With all these obstacles to overcome; Deep inside I know you’re the one. Your touch and love I do adore, And always will forever more!
Reason for writing:
Rough times with love and not knowing how to conquer insecurity and doubt.
Birth sign: Aquarius
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