to my rapist

by Samantha - Scorpio

goodbye to the world i once called my own
you once held me high, now i'm falling
goodbye to the life i so wanted to hold
i have to go now, death is calling
goodbye to my dreams
they would never have come true anyway
goodbye to my loves
i wish i had said everything that i needed to say
goodbye to my teddy bear
the only shoulder there was to cry on
goodbye to the stars
the only ones who listened 
goodbye to my room
those walls bleed my hell
goodbye to my poetry
none of them lived up to anyone's expectations
goodbye to my clothes
i tried to be someone i was not
goodbye to my laughter
it was all fake anyway
goodbye to my tears
i couldn't hold them in for very much longer
goodbye to yesterday
i finally want to let you go
goodbye to tomorrow
there's no hope anymore
goodbye to my sorrows
i'm leaving you up to dry
goodbye to my happiness
you were never there anyway
goodbye to the strangers walking down the street
all of you are much stronger than i will ever be
goodbye to my friends
if i even had any
goodbye to my family
i never wanted to hurt you
goodbye to my teachers
you tried to encourage me
goodbye to my counselors
you tried to guide me
goodbye to my God
you tried to teach me
goodbye to myself
you tried to survive
goodbye to my rapist
indeed, you succeeded.
Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2001-01-20 00:50:18
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:24
Poem ID: 59706

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