He ended all my wanting My needing for peace He ended all my hopes And all my dreams He was a friend of mine Too good for any harsh names Took me for granted Never knew I'd fight back I gave up everything I had no control anymore I believed what he did Didn't know if I was strong enough to handle it Didn't learn until I was forced, how strong I can really be To wipe the tears from off my cheeks To get up from off my knees To fight until I would bleed Many nights, I'd lie awake Screaming out what he did to me Every shower I took, I'd feel his touch Every scent I smelled, smelled like him Every pain felt like a knife The sight of him, caught me off gaurd I was alone in this world that I had created My walls of protection had been knocked down I couldn't fight it But I had to Was forced to fight it To fight the aroma The sight The touch To fight my thoughts His breathing And eventually, my dreams all came flooding back to me.Birth sign: Scorpio
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