i should have known better. being the naive person ive always been, i let my emotions settle into the corner of my mind to never see broad daylight. and now they think im not sensitive, that i can take 50 pounds of pain and carry it around with a smile. they think that i cant cry because i havent in front of them. but god, if they knew the real me ( and i wish they could ) they would see these alligator tears running down my heart emptying my soul and blacking out any chance of feeling any REAL happiness. now these fake people want to push their problems on me like i am glue and i can fix it for them. but i cant ( and i wish i could ) because ive got too many broken feelings inside my own body that are slowly cutting me into tiny flakes of nothingness. i should have known better when 15 years of friendship wound up in a guys name and now all i feel like doing is crying. crying my life away like a little girl whos lost her mom. but not in front of them. ive still got 50 pounds of pain to lose, before they can see the real me cry.Birth sign: Sagittarius
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