I had a crush on you for the longest time We finally met at a party one night. Someone told you that I was a virgin, you asked to make sure it was right I shyly said yes and smiled at you You smiled sweetly and said that was definetly cool We talked forever who knows how long it would have last. You invited me up to your room just for a talk. Up the stairs you caressed my shoulders as we walked. You turned to wink at a friend They were yelling you the man you the man You sat me down on the bed and began kissing me. You said you wanted to set my young body free. You said deep in your heart you loved me You were just to let me know you only wanted me to see I gazed into your sexy brown eyes. Searching them intently for any lies. But you hid them well for I could not see It was not me you wanted to claim, but my virginity. You knew all the right things to say, everything I wanted to hear. I walked into your open arms and held you near. Then I shut my eyes and pretended that this was right. You put on some music that was nice and slow My heart said stay but my mind was telling me to go I wanted your for so long My love was pure and strong You put your arms around me and held me close. We danced gently swaying back and forth removing all of our clothes. You kissed me so softly on the lips, Caressing my arms and my finger tips I kept my eyes shut and pretended that you really loved me. I could feel you inside me thrusting with all your might your sweaty body on mine grunting aloud my body was in so much pain, I wanted you to stop but you said to relax. Then you placed your arms on my back deeper and deeper you went in and said. Thats how it's suppose to be. Faster and faster you went. So much pride you had, claiming what you felt was yours I cried when you took the only thing that made me innocent and pure.. kissing me here and touching me there, trying your very best to get me wet. I just shut my eyes and pretended that this was right. Cause you would love me forever after tonight. When you were done you acted so cold turned over and went to sleep i wanted to cuddle, i wanted you to hold me in your arms and say those three little words but they never came..you explained that it was just for fun and that you already had a girl How could I have been such a fool, why didnt I see It was my innocence you loved and not me. Before day break came you were gone. I was left used and all alone. You never called only when you wanted more. I didnt have your heart just the key to your pleasure. You ran to boast to all your friends It was you who won the queen virgin in the end Like a fool I kept returning to you. Cause I believed that was the right thing to do. You made me believe that you really cared Your brags and lies with your friends only wanted to share I felt so betrayed and confused You took my innocenc and left me emotionally abused Did you at all feel a little guilt at all bad when you saw me in the streets and bragged i was the first virgin you ever had. You left a mark and no matter what I would always remember you. You ruined my reputaion around town you felt it was something you had to do. In the end it was me who looked like the fool You took something that no one else can. Deep inside of me I shut my eyes and pretended that you were my man.
Reason for writing:
This is a poem about the man I gave my virginity to..I was 16 and he was 21. I fell in love with him and he only used me..telling me that I was his girl and he wanted to be with me like a fool i believed him.
Birth sign: Aries
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