if i knew then whati do now you would be paying your price i said no you monster i said it was wrong i told you it wasn't the time and then it turned black coming to i saw you smile you sick asshole i wanted the first to be perfect or at least be able to remember it nights i've lied in bed knowing i said no, knowing i didn't want to ignored my request pushed it on me broke my world, my heart, my trust never the same, hating yoo pure burning hate why did youleave me why did you do it? my eyes to tired to stay open my body to drunk to know yet i declined and you didn't listen i wanted a fairy tale you gave me a nightmare ripped me open tore my self esteem left open and waiting now crying every night faith long gone time misspent alone, hurt, isolatedBirth sign: Libra
You need to log in to edit this poem if it is yours.
View more poems by Ashe.