I remember, so long ago, a little boy. Lost and fearful...nothing is new, I still feel forsaken. I understand, that God has a plan...for me and I've got...got to take part in it, somehow...
But, why is it hard? Rough edged, feeling the same!
Always wandering when I'll grow, knowing nothing to show,
needing you here with me. But, why don't you accept me, for who I truly am inside? (Inside!) We're all the same, on the same level, eye to eye combat. Smack! Im on the floor, beaten like before, my soul is tortured.
Why'd you have to hit me, pin me up against the wall? Why'd you have to hit me, pin me up against this wall? I feel anger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But God's with me now. I felt tears!!!!!!!!! But God wiped them away. (Away) Away from the pain. Away from today...now Im okay Lord, thank you, I love you with all that's left of my heart...my heart.
Acceptance, learning, burning...in my mind, yearning to unwind, seasons unkind, splitting my sides! I know your there, you are there for me. But I let loose and now Im down and scraped. Im sorry, please forgive me. Emotions tingling in the back of my soul, washing the aggression with the blood of the Lord...tears stinging my eyes, I cannot even realize...
Please still love me.
Reason for writing:
Long story.
Birth sign: Aquarius
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