my embarrassment complete at their hands, they laugh and leave and i look toward you and ask you not to look at me as my senses return. i don't want you to see me like this. i can't take it,if you laugh i will hurt until it all drives me crazy and i just fold up like a daisy and they say im a pansy cause i fall halfway through and to treat me like crap is to try not to be sapped and my confidence lands on the ground with a solid thwap and the agony consumes me till im screaming, so sue me and im going kaboom me i can't take it, i can't fake it, im doomed to be shroomed im zoomed, and consumed by the intensity of your gaze, in a maze, i am fazed by the blaze im hurt by the words i can almost see in the air above your head, and the power, the pain,its just not the same and im swallowed by doubt,can't figure it out when i tell of the book i say just don't look and you walk away on me, come back, come back!
Reason for writing:
whenever i like somebody, i always get embarrassed in front
of them. that sucks. and i want them not to look at me. but they always do.
Birth sign: Aries
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