all i ever wanted was to be next to you to bad you're dead now everything that could have been but your life has come to an end everything could have been so beautiful nothing could have touched our world we could have medicated everything that penitrated our seperate lives fuck it a little late for that now after you died crucified like your perfect savior where was he when i made you bleed in the snow? such a blend of purity destruction of someone beautiful why couldn't you have been that part of me?? i fucking needed you you knew it you knew why i was so fucked up despencing your false empathy you're still beautiful even as you decay just needed you to take everything away but no!! vanished your comfort just as quickly as you appeared pretend to care as if you were there but i forgot pretending to care is in your job description i never saw that remember telling them we were best friends? the day you held my hands and told me it would be ok? and i fucking believed you!!! i could have broke down before you right there ..fall apart in your hands you told me you loved me and i fucking believed you!!! i didn't realize you were telling me everything you were trained to say i let you in!! and you destroyed me from inside to out why do i still think of you? yes, you meant that much to me why couldn't you have seen everything we could have been? now that i've taken your life there's no reason for mine...
Reason for writing:
i think its self-explanatory
Birth sign: Pisces
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