ive been dumb

by Antwan Fields - Aries

i have been dumb to even think
that i had a chance with you
and i have been dumb to think
about downgrading myself
ripped into shreds by a manson-like presence that wants me
to change into something i can't be
i am not the bullgod, but i act like him, see
and because of that, im lost headed out to sea
floating awayyyyyy, im so high i can touch the skyyyyyy
than i crash into a pigstyyyyyyyyyyyyyy and dieeeeeeeeeeeee
jesus, ive been dumb, and lost in coma with no way out
and now im going to straight up shout
are you gonna fuck me, or do i have to beg?
and my head hits the ground and cracks open like an egg
banging on the wall, crying for relief
and ive got no power and have no beef
sitting in the lobby waiting for you to come back
but forgetting all the personalities that i lack
 and now as the sun rises, the glittering dome 
i get up, brush myself off and go home
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-02-05 12:55:15
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:30
Poem ID: 60066

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