ive got all the time in the world to laugh and play till one day i look back and reminice that those were the good days and good nights where i was fucking wildly with no thought of mortality i didn't feel human, i felt hot and bothered save me, im self-destructing im fucking myself to death im saying yes when i should be saying no and the trouble is coming down on me im young and im stupid my favorite movie is goodfellas and i thought ray liotta was hot now i realize the power i hold of youth i roll, into a foxhole the car is ready, lets get gone off we run, and i grow too fond knowing ill never see you again even after we fuck i think ill never do it again but i might as well not even say it. suddenly i recognize my mortality and it is looking me in the face and i realize a lot of things life is not short time is short now i must do an emergency abort the nights, the days, the mornings, the ways that i and you are flayed interested by law caught by the maw i grunt in anger a seven-panger of guilt under a quilt life must go on at the moment i am young and stupid and about to be shot by cupid.
Reason for writing:
i am almost 18 years old...and it feels so long...
Birth sign: Aries
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