i don't know how to deal

by Lee Lee - Capricorn

I don’t know how to deal
These words they will not heal
 This is what I feel
Just drop down and kneel                              
And  ask someone why
You’re makin me cry
I feel like I could die
Please tell me why
I should not be mad
Or even  sad
And that I should be glad
B/c it’s just a fad
That’s what u say to me
I don’t know why u hurt the lee
I thought it was me not she
And you and I could be  a “we”
And maybe I’m asking more
Do I seem like a bore?
I feel so insecure
I never felt this way before
About anyone
I had so much fun
But now it feels like a gun
Shot ,see look what you’ve done
You hurt me inside
Baby you lied
You think you could slide
By me and hide?

I don’t know how to deal
These words they will not heal
This is what I feel
Just drop down and kneel

U know I want you
But if’u treat me wrong u’ll get da boot
Even though you love me 2 
You’re just a foo
Don’t even think to fuck
With me you duck
I’ll make u cluck
Your fucking brains out you shmuck
Who this other bitch
She seems like an itch 
And acts like a witch
Wanna be ambrocrombie and fitch
I can fuck her up that cat
She is ugly and fat
And looks like a rat
And a big brat
I hear from that guy
He  don’t know why
You’re with that shy
Girl all she does is lie
You should be with the lee
And it’s me not she
And u and I are gonna be a “we”

I don’t know how to deal
These words they will not heal
This is what I feel
Just drop down and kneel

I heard u like me a lot
Just like a 1000 wat
But now u just shot 
Me down like a robot
I hear you like her a lot now
Just like that, pow
U like it like that wow
Holy cow
U like it when they are on your nuts
And I can be like that but
 she is like that already, dirty mut
I think that I might just shut
My eyes and my heart my ears my feelings
B/c i‘m having trouble dealing
With all this shit its wheeling
Me to get mad and I need some healing
B/c I have to mend
My heart together b/c u had to bend
It so far and it broke , maybe u can lend
A helping hand to not let it end
If u care
I  know it’s just not fair
I’m lost and I don’t know where
I’m going…can u share

I don’t know how to deal
These words they will not heal
This is what I feel
Just drop down and kneel
Some love over here
I feel like a deer
Hunting me down I  have so much fear
Inside me, hand me a beer
B/c I’m gonna drown in my sorrow
Maybe I’ll see you tomorrow
But you’ll never know so lemme borrow
Your love but I think i wanna be with my monti carlo
Maybe you can meet me at the bay
And we can watch the stars while we lay
On the dock and u don’t have to pay
Me for my love, b/c love goes both ways
Any time of day.
That’s why I don’t know what to do

Reason for writing:

    this poem was written b/c my heart was broken when the guy, josh i like told me that he has a girlfriend and well it still hurts...    

Birth sign: Capricorn
Date created: 2001-02-05 19:18:14
Last updated: 2021-04-14 17:18:12
Poem ID: 60100

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