rape is what i called it, but sexual play is all you said. abandonment is what i felt, but with resentment i knew i was left for dead. first you stripped me of my clothes and then of my self-pride. i sat over in that dark corner, naked as i cried. you shoved your life into me and out again it came, then i saw out of nowhere that it began to rain. i saw myself throw up in a heaping cloud of blood. i felt my dirty body shake lying naked in the mud. i wanted to crawl in the earth and die so all alone. what did i do to cause such pain, why couldn't i have known? did i cause this person to rape, here i claim? nothing in my life now matters, everyone i look at will never be the same....
Reason for writing:
i wrote this and i dedicated it to a fiend of mine who was raped...i wrote it on how she felt...
Birth sign: Aquarius
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