Help me, I'm Dying

by Sadwall - Aquarius

i brigaded the pain that i once thought evaded.
soon, i lost all my respect for life.
 and after that moment on i lived alone and wallowed in my own self-misery.
 i lost my own self-respect and envisaged myself looking down at my own dead self.
 i wanted to slice the innocent flesh which i used as my own self-fulfilling prophecy....

Reason for writing:

    i wrote this for people to understand what it is like..so people can see in the eyes of a "cutter"..one who cuts themselves out of pleasure,pain..or any other emotional or self-satisfying reasons...we all haveour own reasons as to why..here's mine...    

Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2001-02-05 20:17:47
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:31
Poem ID: 60105

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