She looks at herself in the mirror the flab that hangs on her cheeks makes her cry She wipes her face and asks herself why everyone says shes so thin but she doesnt seem to think so a fat cow is what she see no one understands her pain how would they know she often starves herself her mother begs her to eat so she does goes up to her room and in a plastic garbage bag she throws up goes to the bathroom and washes her face she tries on her jeans and they are way too tight she looks at the models in the magazine they have the perfect bodies they are not fat like her she stands 5’7 and 110 pounds too much she scarfs down donuts and junk food goes to the restroom and barfs it up she begans to feel beautiful the weight is going away she doesnt see the thiness in her face the dark circles under her eyes or the bruises on her body she doesnt see that her hair is falling out and her teeth are rottening she just sees that the fat is going I have to ask myself why doesnt she feel good about herself the tv makes thin look glamorous only the beautiful people look great when she looks at the girls in the magazines she crys because according to them she is to fat so she goes on an eating binge looks at herself in the mirror, sticks her finger down her throat and throws up her dinner and whats left of her life
Reason for writing:
my best friend inspired me to write this...she was the skinniest person i ever met and she always thought she was fat..she always wanted to look like a model
Birth sign: Aries
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