*coughs up blood*

by Sadwall - Aquarius

watching my life fade away
will i live another day?
 tossing and turning as i try to sleep.
this unlivable pain i cannot beat.
 tears forming in the eye.
coughing up blood, i know i must die.
 a letter to my friends,
a kiss to my love
 this time i must descend
for my family, i give my love.
 a letter to my past
i must make peace with God
 for this life will not last
an apology sent to God.
 watching the tables turn, for me the odds are no good.
some things i should have avoided, for me i never could.
 spitting the blood into the sink,i cry my last cry.
i'm sorry i swallowed the bottle of pills, so leave me at rest while i close my eyes to die.

Reason for writing:

    about suicide....and trying to make everything right between loved ones...    

Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2001-02-08 19:30:04
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:33
Poem ID: 60225

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