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by Sadwall - Aquarius

wishes from a mortal,
solid tears form in the eye.
 nothing seems ever positive.
negativity on the rise.
 but when i ask you what's so wrong
you fail to answer, you say life's to long.
 yet so short i fail to understand.
then i notice the tears falling in your hands.
 mortal child, a death to thee
people on my inside is something you need to see.
 no more negativity and no more pain.
you said your life was nothing, now you're missed in vain.
 you forgot the positive thoughts that viewed your only soul.
 now life without you seems empty, my heart will never again be whole.
 i miss you josh,clarence,allen,jake and everyone else who i seemed to have lost throughout the years...i'm sorry and i miss you...and for some of you out there, i'll see you soon...

Reason for writing:

    people in my life i cared about and loved who left me...clarence-was my best friend..died when he was 9(i was 9 at the time too)was killed in a car crash with along with his mother.. josh-commited suicide at age 15..2 years ago..
jake and allen-19 and 20...were drunk and was dricing..struck a tree and split the car in half..both were killed instantly...just goes to show..you never know how much it hurts until the people you truly love are really gone...    

Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2001-02-09 16:33:55
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:34
Poem ID: 60259

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