It Happened Again

by Nicole M. - Gemini

The way you kiss me
Your gentle touch
You hypnotize me
To start doing things
I had fought against.
The part of my mind
I need the most
Gets shut off
Again with
Your gentle caress
And loving touch.
I know better than this
Making me break my own boundaries
You're hypnotizing me
A sound breaks the hold
And I am smacked back into reality
While you investigate
I sit up quickly
Not going back
To that dark place
I stay for another hour
Making sure you think
I'm not leaving 
Because of what we did
Like the gentleman
You pretend to be
You take me to my car
With a kiss goodbye.
I can see the yearning in your eyes.
What have I done
I think, calmly give a 
Deceiving smile.
Pull out of the drive
With the radio on
I turn it up real loud
To shut up
That voice inside my head
Telling me all that was wrong
With what I just did
Now what will you want from me.

Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2001-02-11 01:46:51
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:35
Poem ID: 60293

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